• i'm talking to jarrod again. its starting with little conversation about stupid random things. pretty sure he knows im not ok with him yet. i do want to be able to talk to him with out it being weird. this whole year with him has been crazy. yeah, i want to be able to tell him things, but now i dont know if i can trust him. we've grown close and earlier this year i could tell him everything. he was such a great friend, and i dont want all of that to go away. me not talking to him and forgetting him would just be like taking a huge chunk out of this year for me.  i know i shouldn't want to talk to him, but i know that part of me will always want to be friends with him. he's helped me through a lot.
• new york is coming soon. kinda. i just want it to  be here. part of me is sick of this town. i want to leave for a while, cause i know when i leave i end up dying to come back.  but, non the less, new york will be amazing. i find myself thinking about it almost every day now. i cant wait
• brandon.....hes good. and i know i've made some really bad relationship choices in the past year, but i really do think brandon is who i'm suppose to be with. its so different with him. when ever he looks at me i can tell theres something there. and i find myself thinking about him all the time. i just cant stop. i feel so amazing when im around him. and im so comfotable with him. we can just sit and look at eachother and its the best thing in the world. we always have those moments when you have so much to saybut you dont need to say it, cause the other person already knows what it is. i just know im really happy with him and i really want it to last.
• GOLF STARTED and sam....shes nice to me. shes pleasant to be around. but yeah...enough about golf

• concert on sunday....yeah...people piss me off in choir. honest to the lord..learn how to sing and sing in practice. dont just belt when we preform, cause it sounds BAD

Hey! Its been forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been on for like a life time...now to fill you in.......hahaha lets see...last night me and caity babysat......AWESOME the kises were so adorable! hahah lets see.....OMG  guess what!!!!!! I dont have to go to play practice on Monday! thank the dear lord. I might go for fun though...Im not sure....right now I cant speak cause of my larengitous (how ever the heck to spell it) haha well, I gotta go do homework! ick ahah wellll....I'll add more later

hugs n kisses

Love leah

aka the pink power ranger